Right here, Right now.

je t'aime

Can you imagine what would happen if we could have any dream? I'd wish this moment was ours to
own it and that it would never leave. Then I would thank that star that made our wish come true.
'Cause he knows that where you are is where I should be too. If this was forever, what could be better?
We already proved it was. We're gonna make everything in our whole world change.
Right here, right now.. I'm looking at you and my heart loves the view... cause you mean everything.
Right here, I'll promise you somehow, that tomorrow can wait for some other day to be.
Right now, there's you and me. Je t'aime, I love you.

biography

I fell in love ♥
18/05/09

Name is never to be given out on internet. Rule set by loving parent. Oh who am I kidding? So yes, my name’s Jeneva. Most call me Jen and I most prefer it that way, thank you very much. Some call me Jenny. My dad calls me Neng. Until now, I never knew how that came about. I have a much much longer name but I'll leave it as it is for the sake of internet safety precautions... but on second thought, not that many people read this crappy blog... at least I don't think so.

Emotional is my middle name. Well, not really, but you know where I’m getting at. I cry at literally anything. Whether it’s happy/sad/sweet/ridiculous/pathetic, yep, I tear up. I seriously don’t know what’s wrong with me. I should get my tearducts checked, shouldn’t I? They’re uncontrollable it’s not even funny.

Sibling is fortunately one and only but that does not mean that she couldn’t be considered an endangered species and taken away, in case one of these days I go psycho, kill her, and then she becomes lost to the world. If I had 3 words to describe her: violent, rowdy, noisy. Mind you, she’s only 7. Keywords are ‘she’ and ‘7’.

Music is something I love. Of course, who doesn't? I'm not the kind who listens to anything, everything though I must admit. I cannot stand rock/hip-hop. Well, if it's John Mayer-esque rock, I'd love it. But if it's AC/DC-esque rock, I'd probably don't. Yeah, I'm picky. Being in my church choir, of course I love gospel music. Pop, Soul/Blues... yup. I think my dad plays a huge part in how I came about liking only those genre of music. The fact that I grew up in a Filipino community where we consider soprano-type voices fan-flippin-tastic doesn't help either.

TV is one thing I never have time for. If I'm lucky I may be able to watch a few shows a week. Other than that, I basically don't watch it. I know it exists. It just doesn't exist in the places I want it too. For me, it has always been the internet. Seriously, I cannot go a day without switching my computer on. I guess my so-called addiction on graphic design doesn’t help. Neither does knowing that there are awesome people waiting for me at Archuletafans.com, Team Archie and ZF. Besides, without the internet, how the heck could I act all Mission Impossible (in this case, possible) and find juicy stuff regarding Zac and Vanessa's relationship? Cyeah, I thought so.

Actors are people I have total respect for. I honestly can't imagine having a camera shoved in my face while I'm trying to do something that everyone else does. Besides, some of them are so good it’s just amazing to me that they can revert back to being normal people when they're roles are all over. I don’t know, being an actor is just not my forte. It’s funny how people say I could be an actress. After reading this paragraph, think again.

I find fan-girling insanely embarrassing but that hasn't stopped me yet. That's about it. True, my opinion about fan-girling isn't much of a clincher but hey, no one actually reads this part.

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i'm wishing...

to see you again.
for a Singapore vacation.
for that dress in Just G.
~~for that striped shirt + vest in Just G.~~
~~to meet David Archuleta.~~
~~for a Build-A-Bear bear.~~ Thank you so much Kyle for Jr. ♥
for that "Shield of Faith" necklace.
for John Mayer's guitar string bracelet.
for John Mayer's Delux "Continuum".
~~for John Mayer's "Room For Squares" album.~~
~~for John Mayer "Where The Light Is - Live in LA" DVD/CD.~~
for the "High School Musical 3" album.
~~for the "High School Musical 3" DVD.~~
~~for a proper iPhone case.~~
~~for a laptop/Tablet PC.~~
~~for a docking system for my iPhone.~~
for that "Live In Love" leather bracelet.
~~for that locker-type case to keep my albums.~~
~~for new jeans.~~

Monday, June 22, 2009, 8:47 PM

not culture, but curriculum shock! first day of school!

Innocent class? Hell no. So, I woke up at around 5.30. I have to be in school by 7 and it takes about 20-30min for my dad to drive me there. I was hella nervous to be honest, I absolutely have no idea what to expect. I entered the school compound and they checked my temperature, was perfectly fine (dang it! haha just kidding). Man, we really couldn't bring handphones, not even sneak 'em in, cause after the temperature taking, we had a thorough checking of our bags and they checked my pockets and everything. After going up the staircase, I found out my class and the room number. I think I was practically shaking haha! I opened the door and gosh, it was overwhelming. The people currently present there started introducing themselves all at once, mostly the guys cause they were near the door. I caught names like David, Wynford, LA.. and I'm like woahh, slow down. LA was like "Are you new?" and I'm like "Yeah" and he gave me a high-five. He's awesome, I swear. He couldn't stop saying 'hi Jeneva!' for literally the whole day.

The first person who made friends with me was this girl, Ilana, she's really nice, she's from the States. The moment I walked in then class, I realised they were all super hug-y (I know, it's not a word) haha. Well obviously, all of them have grown so close to each other, being each other's classmates for 2 years, and whenever another classmate enters the door, the whole class would like run to her/him and give her/him a hug. It was really sweet actually haha, the guys and the girls are really close. Everyone gets along so well, literally no one's left out. It was still really awkward for me though.

Our adviser's Mrs. Magallanes. She was the one who interviewed me for the entrance exam. It's so different here.. the curriculum and everything. For one, those who are in a relationship, they're really not afraid to show their feelings for each other haha, unlike SPF. And the class is noisyyy. Haha! Here's me, thinking that my class will be like the super quiet, studious type, with it being a private school and everything... god, how wrong I was. And the teachers and the students are really close. Again with the hugging! The teachers are awesome, they aren't like strict, more like entertain us even more if someone disrupts the class (aka LA) haha. Before everything starts, it was real funny actually. LA was like "Hey Jen, I have to warn you. Do not fall in love with this guy *points behind me* every girl is, we think it's cause of his hair. Do not fall into his trap!" I'm like "*nods* sureee, no problemm!" Haha!

Snack/Lunch break was fine, the usual stuff. But I'm telling you, the food's 937423856387246837 times better than SPF's food. And apparently, we have this activity for the whole year called "Engagement Game" - everyone's gonna be paired up, boy/girl and we have to pretend we're engaged. We have to make a scrapbook, of everything that happens after an engagement, our own rubbishy story... like how we met, how he court me, how he proposed, wedding plans (invitations, gowns, flowers, everything!), my months of pregnancy, the baptismal of our baby... yeah, I'm like in shock after hearing this. I did not know that this was in the curriculum gosh. I'm truly, honestly scared which guy I'm gonna be paired up with hah

So yeah... that's how my first day went... I'm sure, I left out some stuff but I can't rmb 'em!