Can you imagine what would happen if we could have any dream?
I'd wish this moment was ours to own it and that it would never leave.
Then I would thank that star that made our wish come true.
'Cause he knows that where you are is where I should be too.
If this was forever, what could be better?
We already proved it was.
We're gonna make everything
in our whole world change.
Right here, right now..
I'm looking at you and
my heart loves the view...
cause you mean everything.
Right here, I'll promise you somehow, that tomorrow
can wait for some other
day to be. Right now, there's
you and me. Je t'aime, I love you.
biography
I fell in love ♥ 18/05/09
Name is never to be given out on internet. Rule set by loving parent. Oh who am I kidding? So yes, my name’s Jeneva. Most call me Jen and I most prefer it that way, thank you very much. Some call me Jenny. My dad calls me Neng. Until now, I never knew how that came about. I have a much much longer name but I'll leave it as it is for the sake of internet safety precautions... but on second thought, not that many people read this crappy blog... at least I don't think so.
Emotional is my middle name. Well, not really, but you know where I’m getting at. I cry at literally anything. Whether it’s happy/sad/sweet/ridiculous/pathetic, yep, I tear up. I seriously don’t know what’s wrong with me. I should get my tearducts checked, shouldn’t I? They’re uncontrollable it’s not even funny.
Sibling is fortunately one and only but that does not mean that she couldn’t be considered an endangered species and taken away, in case one of these days I go psycho, kill her, and then she becomes lost to the world. If I had 3 words to describe her: violent, rowdy, noisy. Mind you, she’s only 7. Keywords are ‘she’ and ‘7’.
Music is something I love. Of course, who doesn't? I'm not the kind who listens to anything, everything though I must admit. I cannot stand rock/hip-hop. Well, if it's John Mayer-esque rock, I'd love it. But if it's AC/DC-esque rock, I'd probably don't. Yeah, I'm picky. Being in my church choir, of course I love gospel music. Pop, Soul/Blues... yup. I think my dad plays a huge part in how I came about liking only those genre of music. The fact that I grew up in a Filipino community where we consider soprano-type voices fan-flippin-tastic doesn't help either.
TV is one thing I never have time for. If I'm lucky I may be able to watch a few shows a week. Other than that, I basically don't watch it. I know it exists. It just doesn't exist in the places I want it too. For me, it has always been the internet. Seriously, I cannot go a day without switching my computer on. I guess my so-called addiction on graphic design doesn’t help. Neither does knowing that there are awesome people waiting for me at Archuletafans.com, Team Archie and ZF. Besides, without the internet, how the heck could I act all Mission Impossible (in this case, possible) and find juicy stuff regarding Zac and Vanessa's relationship? Cyeah, I thought so.
Actors are people I have total respect for. I honestly can't imagine having a camera shoved in my face while I'm trying to do something that everyone else does. Besides, some of them are so good it’s just amazing to me that they can revert back to being normal people when they're roles are all over. I don’t know, being an actor is just not my forte. It’s funny how people say I could be an actress. After reading this paragraph, think again.
I find fan-girling insanely embarrassing but that hasn't stopped me yet. That's about it. True, my opinion about fan-girling isn't much of a clincher but hey, no one actually reads this part.
to see you again.
for a Singapore vacation.
for that dress in Just G. for that striped shirt + vest in Just G. to meet David Archuleta. for a Build-A-Bear bear. Thank you so much Kyle for Jr. ♥
for that "Shield of Faith" necklace.
for John Mayer's guitar string bracelet.
for John Mayer's Delux "Continuum". for John Mayer's "Room For Squares" album. for John Mayer "Where The Light Is - Live in LA" DVD/CD.
for the "High School Musical 3" album. for the "High School Musical 3" DVD. for a proper iPhone case. for a laptop/Tablet PC. for a docking system for my iPhone.
for that "Live In Love" leather bracelet. for that locker-type case to keep my albums. for new jeans.
Saturday, August 2, 2008, 11:10 AM
this crush ain't going away ay ay ay ay...
DEBUT SINGLE "CRUSH" PREMIERE! If you want to hear it, then please do because it's the background music, lol. You don't have any other choice anyway. Sorry for the voiced over "Music On Demand" because it was ripped from the Z100 radio stationI CHANGED IT! That's actually good. Great even - because people have to buy the single in order to get rid of th voiced-overs.
Yesterday, going through the streaming talk before actually getting to go home and listen to it was... fun! I was the back-up emcee so I was backstage and I could anything I want. Of course, Lily smsed/updated me about EVERYTHING. We were freaking out, man. Every minute (it was like a countdown) we would get all jittery because a part of us were nervous for him. Ya know, the balladeer David is. But WOAH.
No one expected his single to be like this. Fantastic work Jive Records! It's so catchy! Especially the last part of the chorus! You might find it whiny at first but if you listen to it over and over again, it's so addictive! The 168++ pages of the "Officia Crush Thread" at the forums were definitely worth it!
Even Cook's fans loved it! We lurked into the David Cook forums and I quote "Even though, I want to be biased, I can't help but say that this song's great! Great Job Archie!" Even I thought his first single would be a ballad but SURPRISE! SURPRISE! AAAAHH! I'm so excited for him now! The song will pemiere in all the other radio stations this Monday. Haha, I'll be waiting for it in 987! :D
MUSIC VIDEO COUNTDOWN STARTS NOW!
All in all, I have to quote Masterclasslady on this: PURE GENIUS.
Song Lyrics! I hung up the phone tonight something happened for the first time deep inside, it was a rush, what a rush Cause the possibility that you would ever feel the same way about me It's just too much, just too much BRIDGE Why do I keep running from the truth all I ever think about is you You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized and I just got to know CHORUS Do you ever think, when your all alone all that we can be, where this thing can go Am I crazy or falling in love, is it really just another crush? Do you catch a breath, when I look at you are you holding back, like the way I do Cause I'm tryin', tryin' to walk away But I know this crush ain't goin' away, goin' away Has it ever crossed your mind when we're hanging, spending time girl are we just friendsIs there more, is there more See, it's just a chance we've gotta take cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last, last forever, forever Do you ever think, when your all alone all that we can be, where this thing can go Am I crazy or falling in love, is it really just another crush? Do you catch a breath, when I look at you are you holding back, like the way I do Cause I'm tryin', tryin' to walk away But I know this crush ain't goin' away, goin' away
Why do I keep running from the truth all I ever think about is you You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized and I just got to know
Do you ever think, when your all alone all that we can be, where this thing can go Am I crazy or falling in love, is it really just another crush? Do you catch a breath, when I look at you are you holding back, like the way I do Cause I'm tryin', tryin' to walk away But I know this crush ain't goin' away, goin' away
Video of David - listening to his song being played on the radio for the very first time ever. He fidgets, followed by a smile, when he hits the high notes and hears himself do some runs. He nods his head & murmurs the lyrics. Heck, he was shaking!
Song Reviews
American Idol's David Archuleta and Crush could give Clay Aiken a run for his money. Although David Archuleta appeals to the teen girl demographic, I believe his appeal is universal. On Elvis Duran's show, he was also receiving support from male fans, thirty-somethings, and senior citizens. Another fan also wanted him to record an album in Spanish. At 17, American Idol's David Archuleta has a bright future ahead of him. (AP)
If Cook was the raw sexy masculinity on this past season’s American Idol, then Archuleta was the boy band barely-postpubescent cuteness. And earlier this morning, the AI runner-up was all smiles as he exited the Z100 Studios in New York City after debuting his new single “Crush” to the whole world. And it looks like David has received a style upgrade since his Idol days, as he was sporting a very trendy blue Hurley screenprinted t-shirt with a pair of distressed denim jeans and some Converse All-Stars. If “Crush” is any indication as to Archuleta’s overall musical sound, it looks like we’ll have a radio-friend-winning album coming to a store near you later this fall. (CelebrityGossip)
David Archuleta's "Crush" debuted on Z 100's Elvis Duran and the Z Morning Zoo this morning (Friday), and no joke - this kid is going to be a HUGE star!... The singer was reportedly shaking when it first aired, but whether it was nerves or excitement, his fans have nothing but praise for the track. (People Magazine)
You can call him young all you want, but this 'kid' is going to be a big star. (PostChronicle)
Hold on to your to hats Archie fans, David Archuleta's brand new single, "Crush", debuted this morning to lots of fanfare. And I have to admit, I sort of loved it. It's very pop-y and American Idol-like -- and it is going to be a smash. (The Daily Blabber)
When we heard that angel-voiced American Idol runner-up David Archuleta had signed to Jive Records a couple of months back, our excitement was tempered somewhat by the news that his debut album wouldn't be released until after the one from his pitchy, balding nemesis, Idol winner David Cook. This morning, though, with still no word yet on a new record from Cook (supposedly it's coming out in November, maybe), Archuleta stopped by New York's Z100 for the radio premiere of his wonderful first single "Crush" While we don't have a definitive release date for Archuleta's album, the fact that Idol's producers are allowing him to promote it already sort of implies that his will come out first.And while a runner-up's album beating the victor's to stores isn't unheard of, it usually only seems to happen when producers are trying to sweep an Idol winner under a rug (sorry, Cook, no pun intended) — Clay Aiken's record came out before Ruben Studdard's, and Chris Daughtry's was released before Taylor Hicks's. Cook is reportedly hard at work on music with songwriters from Collective Soul and Our Lady Peace (so you know it'll be good), but does this latest development mean someone behind the scenes secretly doubts its commercial viability? We're pretty sure we're not going to buy it! (Vulture)
It has a confectionary pop sheen, something Chris Brown could have sung. Although Archuleta’s strength has often been very adult contemporary ballad-type material, the producers clearly picked this song to give Archuleta a more modern R&B feel. I expect his big fans will eat it up and it would fit just fine on Star 94 or Q100 in between Justin Timberlake and Rihanna. Compared to other runners up, this beats the first singles by Diana, Bo, Kat or Blake and I can see it going top 20, possibly top 10. No. 1?(The Atlanta Journal-Constitution)
We are definitely liking “Crush”….A LOT!!! (TeenScoop)
We listened to the song and it was, in our opinion, a great freshman outing — the tune is catchy, sweet, and young ladies will swoon... (TVGuide)
ONE-LISTEN VERDICT: I finally "got" David Archuleta when he performed "Apologize" with OneRepublic on the American Idol finale. Not that I'm a big fan of that song, but its breathy, wistful feel allowed the timbre of Archie's voice to shine through a lot better than any of the big quasi-inspirational tracks his father saddled him with during the initial weeks of the competition. Whoever is putting together his debut album must feel the same way, as "Crush" is a laid-back, dreamy ballad in the vein of "Apologize" and "Tattoo." Archie even slips in some falsetto, as if to further make his combined fanbase of 12-year-olds and their mothers swoon in unison. (Idolator.com)
I was surprised by how much I liked it. I mean with title like "Crush", the corniest concepts come to mind. Of course, his voice sounds phenomenal recorded, so that was never the problem. The production must have been done by Stargate, because it sounds a lot like their previous work, especially Chris Brown's "With You". Nevertheless, it sounds really good. The lyrics are also pretty good, and easily relatable. Everyone has had that big crush on someone, so its an easy subject to write a song about. However, this song may be one of the best I have heard about the subject (Mandy Moore's was terrible)...... I wouldn't call "Crush" awesome, but its definitely a good start for one of Idol's best contestants ever. Radio will be spinning this all fall, so don't be surprised when you hear Archie on your radio soon. Congrats to him. (Brandon's Best Worst)
Hilarious Comments (gathered from non-fans/haters in Message Boards, Sites, Blogs, YT, etc)
I'm sure everyone thought Archuleta would have the corny 1st single while Cook would have the awesome one. Yeah, try reversing that a bit. (Brandon's Best Worst)
Ok, I'll admit it. If we are talking pure song, disregarding the singer, I would like Crush better. But because it's David Cook, I still choose Time Of My Life. (Message Board)
I hate this kid. I mean HATE him. But I love this song. (Message Board)
Okay, I am sorry, but I actually like David Archuleta’s new song Crush. But just to make up for it, here is Paperboy Eli Reed’s Am I Wasting My Time. (Meaningful Distractions)
I think this is a good first single for him. Pop isn't my thing--but it's catchy and should get plenty of radio play. (LJ)
While not a big Archie fan during the show - I'm pleasantly surprised. This song is very catchy. Total earworm, lol. I predict a fast rise up the Top 40 charts. (TVGuide)
Aww I like it. It's not a horrible ballad like I was expecting so thats even better! (LJ)
I am a big David Cook fan but I have to admit this is a really good song and will definitely be a hit. (TVGuide)
Won't even lie, i like this song. Hope he doesn't look awkward in the video. (LJ)
I've never followed AI, but this song is good.(LJ)
and my most favourite:
Damnit, it wasn't awful. (LJ)
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** Thanks to Kreng for the review/comment compilations.